'cause my dear tagged me... **rolleyes**






Rules: Set your mp3 player on shuffle and write down the name of the song. No cheating, you guys! **wags finger**

1..IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"These Words(I Love You)" Natasha Bedingfeild. XD awesome..?

2..HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"I Saw the Light" David Crowder Version. lol. I guess...

3..WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL
"Take A Bow" Rihanna. That's sad...I guess, it sorta fits. I like loyalty and fedelity the most...whatever...

5..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Rhubarb Pie" Five Iron Frenzy. lolololololololol. Wooow....

6..WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"In Love With the 80's" Relient K. uhm....I like the 80's...

7.. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Silver Inches" Enya. uhm...no lyrics, so I'll tie this to...
"All Creatures, No. 2" David Crowder Band version. aww...that means I have awesome friends.

8..WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Cartoon Heros" Aqua. XD niiice.

9..WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"The Theif" Relient K. ...these days I do...

10..WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"Gibberish" Relient K. ABSOLUTELY! XD

11..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
"La Nuit" Bruno Coulais. Awww, sure! Why not!?

12..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"My Immortal" Evanescence. Oh, God yes! Whyyyyyyyyyyy?! D: or maybe a little of the other way... :/

13..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Track 09" Plumb. Ok. So I have no idea what the song's name is, but it fits, crazily enough...

14..WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Here's My Life" BarlowGirl. yup. Whatever He wants...

15..WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Wit's End" Relient K. Ehhh, maybe.... :/

16. What song will we play at your funeral
"Set Your Eyes to Zion" P.O.D. OMFG! I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD P.O.D. ON HERE! XD

17..WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Paper Thin Hymn" Anberlin. If being Emo is a hobby, then sure! **~flowers and sparkles~**

18..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"Love Liberty Disco Newsboys XD no. More like my biggest dream...!

19..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Heaven Came Down" David Crowder Band. It shouldn't be, but it is... :<

20..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Here I Go" Relient K. Yup. True dat.

21.WHAT WILL YOUR WEDDING SONG BE?
"Yellow" Coldplay. XD sure....

22.WHAT IS YOU AND YOUR BESTFRIENDS SONG?
"Good Monsters" Jars of Clay. Uhhhhhh, ok.

23..WHAT WILL YOU REPOST THIS AS?
"Face Down" Family Force 5. yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss sssssssss

ugh made me do it.....so here'goes...

Rules: Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question. Generator here! [link]

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
"A Spawn is forever."

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
"The Biggest Spawn Pennies Can Buy."

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
"The Home of Spawn."

4. How would you answer a booty call?
"The Real Smell of Spawn."

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
"Because so much is riding on your Spawn."

6. To someone you dislike?
"Make Spawn Yours."

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
"It makes your Spawn Smack."

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
"Melts in your Spawn, not in your hand."

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
"We'll leave the Spawn on for you."

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
"Put a Spawn in your tank."

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
"Spawn saves your soul."

12. Someone told you you're a jerk, you tell them...
"Next to the breast, Spawn's the best."

13. What are the best words to describe you?
"I can't believe it's not Spawn."

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
"This is the Age of the Spawn."

15. Your last words before you die...
"Spawn just feels right."

16. Your message to a special someone..
"Pure Spawn."

17. Title of this post will be..
"Snap into a Spawn!"


Well, there goes the last of my dignity.
If you wanna do this, go ahead. I ain't stoppin' ya.

College is very tiring!
But I've got a good schedule, I love my cultural anthropoly prof.!
love y'all,
bye!

...I'm a little worse for wear.
I guess.
As this summer draws to a close, the begging of my new life starts. This summer has been a learning process for me, spiritually, emotionally, and unfortunately, physically too. When we are faced with the choices in adulthood it seems like we do one of two things...run or embrace it. Unfortunately, I was in the former group, the stereotypical "hide-under-the-covers-until-the-monsters-leave" approach to life, contrary to what some might think.
But, I dunno, lately I've felt,,,I dunno, a pressing. I suppose it's the same feeling butterflies feel when they know it's time to break out of their chrysalis, and stretch out their wings into the world around them.
No, I'm not by any means ready to, or capable of, self-proclaimed righteousness or complete maturity, but I do feel like it's time for a change. a good change. I've always felt the weight of difference, caring when no-one else cared, seeing into others' lives, and I chose to embrace that part of myself, painting my chest with creeds that seemed to make me stronger, more holy. And I think I neglected the part of me that was like everyone else. Wanting to be held and loved and known...
Anyways, I think I'm beginning to come into that part of my being/psyche/whatever that makes me identifiable as human, and it's not as ugly as I thought, it took up the parts of my creeds and made it a part. I dunno, I feel....like something, but I want....I want to be able to heal those around me. I want to bring them to themselves, face that selfish part, and defeat it.... I feel a love for those around me, a love of people, some i don't even like....it's nice...I'd say I'm not sure what happens next, or I don't know the future, but I'll remain hopeful, or something...but I already know the future, my actions will proliferate compassion; in others I will create good things. I know it to be true...

Well, I guess it's about time for me to update, not that half of you will read this anyways.
The reason I don't anyway(like anyone cares) is that I don't want to spam anyone's inbox everyday with my incoherent ramblings and thoughts.
And yes, to a point, I guess I do put my-not-so-great feelings up, but only a few, because one of the things I detest is people making their feelings public like fools, going around looking for pity.
C'mon, kids, it's pathetic.
So why this ranting now?
I dunno, I guess I've had a pretty pissy day, my least favorite holiday is up against my back and I think I'm generally losing faith in humanity, especially men.
I'm tired of dealing with children, now. I'm just sick of people who think with their bodies instead of their minds; "Oh, this actions might have consequences. Oh, well, too bad for whoever has to deal. I just want to make me happy..."
And I try to make sure that I think logically, so as to not be weak. Yet they see me as weak because of it. I'm weak? Because I can think for myself? And I believe wholeheartedly in my beliefs.
I don't care about your damn assimilationist, selfish, self-centered thinking. I'm going to do what I need to make this world just a little better place, even if It requires sacrificing my own..emotional comforts.
This is more of a post to remind myself, you don't have to comment or anything.